January 20th .
So a lot has happened recently ,
I know I haven't been blogging lately , but really alottt of shit has been happening .
Well in a nutshell , Fuck #oomph , I'm done with him .
He wants me for sex & to be able to say that he's dating me.
& he's fucking this uglyyy bitch that works at seven sense just to get free spice.
He's fucking addicted , it's pathetic . He's all like
"I wish it as you every time . Your all I want , I just wish you understood the situation ."
I understand your clinically addicted to spice , get help .
I told him we weren't fucking anymore , even though I'm still in love with his dumbass .
He was trying so hard to get me to give it up .
Until I told him I got my tongue pierced . He was pissed .
Like every time I do something sexy to myself , he turns into the bigggest hater .
Smh . I don't need that . I need someone who's gonna wana improve with me .
But I've been like 'fuck guys' lately , straight up . These few months ,
I've slowly noticed one by one that guys are all liars . Some guys are scheme-ful , some are gold diggers ,
some are like actors . It's like the guys that wana be with you , you don't wana be with & the guys you wana be with don't wana settle down , they just wana keep you as a side Sex toy .
Hah , fuck that noise . & wassup with guys & they're baby mama's ? Smh .
But guys are JUST like bitches .
My dog Chloe's gone missing .
So I'm super depressed about that bullshit .
On top of that , we've got less than a month to find another place to live .
our landlords are racists bitches . They act like we move weight over here or something .
Just cause I always have a lotta people in & out .
But I mean , we also have a lotta people that live here .
My moms bf moved in a couple months ago .
& my bestest bith Erica & her bf moved into chandlers room .
I couldn't be happier havin' her here , but idk how long it's gonna last .
Her bf keeps bumpin' heads with everyone it seems like .
I couldn't be happier havin' her here , but idk how long it's gonna last .
Her bf keeps bumpin' heads with everyone it seems like .
& it's stressing me out 'cause I know if he bounces ,
then Erica is gonna follow right behind him .
if someone is so quick to up & leave over small bullshit , then obviously they don't love you as much as you love them .
Anyways , last weekend was fun as fuck .
I got a fake ID , & went to Group Therapy with my girls .
It was great being able to go straight up to the bar & say "Washington Apple please ." lmao .
if someone is so quick to up & leave over small bullshit , then obviously they don't love you as much as you love them .
Anyways , last weekend was fun as fuck .
I got a fake ID , & went to Group Therapy with my girls .
It was great being able to go straight up to the bar & say "Washington Apple please ." lmao .
I was so drunk by the end of that night , I was practically fucking on the dance floor
& this old lady told me to get a room . lmao
She was like dress up in a church dress tights & her old ass husband had a suit & tie on .
I'm like wtf ? Gtfo bitch . Lol hadda blast tho .
Met some new girls Rachel & Heather , & they're cool as fuck.
& I got to chill with my regular famfriends Brandi & Jenn . Love them (:
As for the holidays ,
christmas was alright .
lost a homeboy over some bulllshit , but thats life .
win some , lose many .
new years I went downtown for the famously hot new years bash ,
I was actually with a new guy on new years ,
but things didn't work out lol .
well , I got company so i gotta wrap this shit up .
Deucesssss .
