we can do it real big , bigga than you ever done it .

September 6th.

Hope everyone hadda kickass labor day .

mine was alright .

just kept gettin drunk & high , best way to celebrate . lol

my moms was trippin my balls off this weekend tho . <3 that bitch .

#oomph texted me around 8 ish last night .

"im coming to get you for awhile ."

when he got here , i shoulda guessed it ,

we went to seven sense so he could get some spice . lol

ofcourse he spent the night .

he left around 3 today , he had to work .

it's so crazy to be so emotionally taken by someone .

we can't wait to get our own place.

awkward moment #453244

Your mom tellin you the next mornin' how nasty

it was hearin you moan & get boned while she was still in the living room .

how was i supposed to kno she was still in there ?

(that's why we need our own place)

lol

this weed got me emotional,

im sittin here cryin', watchin' Oprah .

smh ...

I gotta feeling this week's gonna be either hard or boring .

imma be on adderal tho , i kno that shxt . haha

remember ;

Tell 'em to

grav hits 24/7

September 2nd.

yeah it's friday , so what ?

the last half of this week felt like friday .

i've been smokn my balls off honestly .

like , movie status is how this week went .

'cause well ...

we got some good shit duh .

first , we gotta quarter but tht shit was dank af .

so we gotta half the next day .

& daymm .

*blowed

Coco started her period a few days ago ,

so we used chandler's sock to make a dog pad .

we even putta real pad inside . lol.

she hates her life right now . lol.

anyways , i'm especially thankful to #oomph .

for actually workin' on somethin we talked about .

can't wait to see him :)

gotta go get beer for ma ,

& mikes hard lemonade fo me ;)

lmao .

Later on -

I'm shwasted .

idgaf , if i do - Its fuck you .

August 25th .

GahhDamnn ,

today's been 'eh' af .

not a bad day , not a great day. So I cant complain.

smoke breaks always bring my mood up .

atleast i've got people that are actually there for me ,

ya'll the shit .

This guy , Rick has helped me through a lot this past week,

he's definitely one of the easiest people to talk to.

he takes the time to 'try' to understand me ,

& always gives me advice based off his best intentions.

I wish him the best in life.

Even tho when we doesn't hear from me ,

he thinks im "fucked uppp & getting somee"

lmaooo ,

Defffff my nigg. :)

oh my gahd ,

the state fair is gon' be here in less than two months.

im so readyyy . but everytime i go , i always throw uhp . lmao

I still go every year though . I rolled a joint for last year, with a clear paper,

birthday suit bud ;)

Imma be here one day,

SHOUTOUT SOUTHCRACK,

this dude's been spittin flames -

James 'pacman' Johnson

I deff fucks with this dudes music.

not only is he a close homie , but he's original, dedicated, & a lady's man .

So add him on fb ,

http://www.facebook.com/JamesxToxxicxJohnson

This was a short post , but i gotta go to sumter .

classified reason bitches .

;)

Real bitches fck with me, Fck bitches hate me

August 24th .

Yeaaa , I kno. I havnt blogged in a hot minute.

right now ?

Got some gucci bumpin' , hittin a bong , straight c00lin it .

Bitchhhh , yesterday I was freeeakin' the hell out 'cause I let chloe outside at liiiike 10 am .

I didn't see her for the restttt of the fuckin' day .

At like 8 pm I went to see #oomph at his place , & He ends up coming back home with me.

well , right before we leave his house , he goes inside & brings chloe out .

I was like what the fuckkkk. not funny . <3

turns out , he came by my house earlier when I was pickin up my lil bro,

& chloe was outside & ended up chasing his car . lmao

my little retard.

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I slept mayyybe two hours last night .

usually I sleep great when #oomphs here , but I was on adderall .

Still geeked up offa 15mg . like wtf.

Even after the amazing magic makin ;) && gettin ' high AF, i was still wide awake .

So I kno i'll never do coke . lmaoo .

_________________________________

THIS SNAPBACK ^^

i gotta cop it .

<3

(So dont nobody else get tht shit , if yall do, then your a certified

#SwaggJacka . )

_____________________

sooo you kno how im all ab some music ,

well i gotta show some luh to a local artist .

Pierre 'Pmoe' Moore , his mixtape is droppn soon , & imma keep yall on point.

deffinitely check out his facebook , & give 'em a listen , drop a line , show some love .

Add Him ,

http://www.facebook.com/pmoe44

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You know , I've been stressed lately.

Im a lil' better now , fasho .

Im just doin' whatever makes me happy &

If anyone gotta problem with that, you can

'Cause

so you gotta live it up , you gotta love strong

follow your heart , But use your head

fck wht people say , prove 'em wrong

be more carefree , light a lil' green

Be happy,

* shoutout to all my readers, i <3 you guys . (:

if you like what you see, jump in the ride with me .

August 8th.

im so blank right now.

we smoked soo much yesterday.

#oomph left this morning 'round 11:30 for work.

tonight's gonna feel weird, 'cause he's stayin' at his place.

i've already got use to having him there at night. again. lol.

we dont really want alone time, but we know we need it.

you kno ?

oh! i curled my hair today. (:

i've been so day-dreamy lately.

i guess thats what happens when you grew up watching

all the Disney Princess movies on vhs.

yeah, i was that kid. lol.

my hobbies included skipping around in my backyard,

pickin' flowers, & singing songs.

...yeap.

but we all know how 'disney kids' turn out...

sad but true. lol.

i was so naive as a child.

but after puberty started comin' around,

that's when i started paying more attention to my surroundings.

& with puberty it went from Snow White, to The Simple Life. lol

I can say i had a pretty good childhood,

but i grew up fast, realll fast.

almost everything's changed.

my moms still here.

not in the same way she was before.

but more so i think. well more so on a sister level.

her mom levels always 100. lol but we are honestly more like sisters.

i'd be completely lost without her.

& i know that, i've moved out a few times. lol.

Yeah, i might've changed completely over time,

but i still recognize how beautiful life is.

i respect beautiful things,

& things that make life beautiful.

GOD.

i miss him already what the hell.

Doobiez

August 6th.

So much has happened.

If i blogged about it, it might take too long.

#oomph's been staying every night so far,

It's gonna feel so different whenever he goes home.

So a few days ago I had my first bad trip off spice.

I took the biggest grav hit, omggg.

I felt that shit hit me.

it was Dave's Not Here, too. gahdamn.

everything looked like paper origami.

forreal, like everything looked all papery & sharp.

I hated that feeling.

#oomph got in bed with me while I was trippin' & tried to calm me down.

he's the best at that.

oh & sidenote;

I got the best head last night.

im sorry, but somethings you just can't contain.

#THATCOMEBACK

I went to my uncles graduation yesterday. #oomph came too.

it was boring as fuck, but dude, this stripper was sittin' in front of us,

& when she stood up dude, her booty jiggled for like 4 seconds. lmao.

me & #oomph were both like "DAYUMMM"

not because of only that, but her dress went in her butt crack,

& the depth of that wedgie was unbelievable. lmao.

dude, we got so fucked up lastnight,

I dont even remember all of last night.

we got a new connect too.

life's gravy.

I gotta go get ready,

errands to run ,

<3

can't see; can't walk, fck errbody.

July 17th.

well at first when I woke up I thought today was going to be amazing.

I felt grrrreat.

Then it got shitty as fuck. Im over it. Done stressin'.

I was like fckkkk this, So i drove to erica's new place.

thank god. I've misssed her so much<3

she's the only girlfriend I have that I can be around 24/7

& not get annoyed from. haha

When you have attention deficient disorder, Its So hard to drive at night.

Cause ya'll kno I didn't leave erica's 'til after one.

Its so weird not being around her this summer. Lexington's so far away.

Imma be real,

Im high af rite now, in bed, Wiz bumpin in the back,

Laughin' my ass off at this bitch's profile pictures.

No name, but ya'll kno them bitches that be tryin'a fck errdamn thing,

& be takin pictures like they movie stars

but they really look like a alabama hooker.

im fckd up. lol

night (: