Tryna front when you see me in the club , 'cause you kno who i am .

September 22nd . 

This week started out shitty AF . 

but im over it , im livin' for me & my happiness . 

"I dont need nobody that dont need me."

woke up ina great mood tho , thank allahhhh . 

& Tomorrow's fridayyy <3

HOLLAAA !

still dont kno exactly what ima do , but ima do it BIG . 

just like brandi . lol

you know what ? 

Im so fuckin' thankful for the people in my life . 

forreal , like idk where i'd be without all the support . 

i've worked hard to get to where i am , & even though i've got a while to go , 

Shit , I'm proud .

 

Just fuckin' ready to get all my equipment , so i can get this music production shit on the road . 

'cause thats where i wanna be - on the road . 

makin' hits , takin' hits . 

I mean , how many white , female producer/rapper's you know ? 

exactly . 

I'll be Crack . 

summer's over ; fall back .

September 20th .

I haven't blogged ina while .

I figured since i'm jacked up & so full of emotion , i'd do it now .

I really dont know where to start .

ofcourse ima leave all the drama out of this , but in a nutshell;

Last weekend was fun af . lol

saturday I had a little party with the best :)

I was rollin' , so you kno i laughed my fuckn' ass off .

I puked , but i was a fuckn champ about it ,

I stood up , started pukin while i was walkin' , finished puking ,

& sat back down to finish gettin high af . hahaha

plus sunday , I got broke the fuck off proper . ;)

(not #oomph)

speakin' of #oomph ...

I really dont know what to say ...

We're not even the same anymore .

we do this all the time , back & forth shit .

it's so fucking old .

if im not a priority then FUCK YOU FAG .

ugh , i fucking love his dumbass .

but im not in love with this anymore ...

I'm just ready for a mature relationship .

a long lasting one .

or ATLEAST a relationship to get my mind off of my LAST one .

FUCK .

anywayz ,

pacman & jlove came over friday to record .

shit already sounded sick af , & he's not even done with it yet .

& i also love the fact that the track was created in my bedroom .

props . lol

jlove stayed the weekend ofcourse ,

so all we did was smoke , smoke , & uh...smoke .

then me , ma , & jlove went to waffle house on sunday .

so yeah , this weekend was pretty boring .

I plan to make this weekend - epically shitfaced amazing .

supposed to be goin' to the hookah bar with tiff .

but besides that , I gotta do somethin' big .

it's past due bitches .

imma lil' drinker, but tonight - fill my glass .

September 8th.

Sittin' here thinkin' .

Too many things goin' on inside my head .

All I kno is im done wasting my time ,

& adderall is gonna be my bestfriend for a whileee .

today sucked the worst , im just ready for the fuckn' weekend .

Oh ! i just realized , tomorrow's friday <3

shidddddddddd .

"Cuttin my all my losses, cause boy we never won. You only really there when you tryina have some fun. Gave you a taste of ya own med, now you say we done. Well thas coo with me boo, no suprises - you aint the one ."

imma be real ,

it's hard to convince your head to believe something your heart doesn't .

im atta loss , really .

everyone always tells me i can do better,

but there's only one him .

but when someone doesn't treat you with the respect you need ,

then it's not even worth it .

but everythings peachy,

'cause i got Me bitch !

& i got some good weed too .

lol

but wow , this weekend ... im gonna be single ,

feels so weird .

this should be interesting .

vinny . <3

we can do it real big , bigga than you ever done it .

September 6th.

Hope everyone hadda kickass labor day .

mine was alright .

just kept gettin drunk & high , best way to celebrate . lol

my moms was trippin my balls off this weekend tho . <3 that bitch .

#oomph texted me around 8 ish last night .

"im coming to get you for awhile ."

when he got here , i shoulda guessed it ,

we went to seven sense so he could get some spice . lol

ofcourse he spent the night .

he left around 3 today , he had to work .

it's so crazy to be so emotionally taken by someone .

we can't wait to get our own place.

awkward moment #453244

Your mom tellin you the next mornin' how nasty

it was hearin you moan & get boned while she was still in the living room .

how was i supposed to kno she was still in there ?

(that's why we need our own place)

lol

this weed got me emotional,

im sittin here cryin', watchin' Oprah .

smh ...

I gotta feeling this week's gonna be either hard or boring .

imma be on adderal tho , i kno that shxt . haha

remember ;

Tell 'em to

grav hits 24/7

September 2nd.

yeah it's friday , so what ?

the last half of this week felt like friday .

i've been smokn my balls off honestly .

like , movie status is how this week went .

'cause well ...

we got some good shit duh .

first , we gotta quarter but tht shit was dank af .

so we gotta half the next day .

& daymm .

*blowed

Coco started her period a few days ago ,

so we used chandler's sock to make a dog pad .

we even putta real pad inside . lol.

she hates her life right now . lol.

anyways , i'm especially thankful to #oomph .

for actually workin' on somethin we talked about .

can't wait to see him :)

gotta go get beer for ma ,

& mikes hard lemonade fo me ;)

lmao .

Later on -

I'm shwasted .

idgaf , if i do - Its fuck you .

August 25th .

GahhDamnn ,

today's been 'eh' af .

not a bad day , not a great day. So I cant complain.

smoke breaks always bring my mood up .

atleast i've got people that are actually there for me ,

ya'll the shit .

This guy , Rick has helped me through a lot this past week,

he's definitely one of the easiest people to talk to.

he takes the time to 'try' to understand me ,

& always gives me advice based off his best intentions.

I wish him the best in life.

Even tho when we doesn't hear from me ,

he thinks im "fucked uppp & getting somee"

lmaooo ,

Defffff my nigg. :)

oh my gahd ,

the state fair is gon' be here in less than two months.

im so readyyy . but everytime i go , i always throw uhp . lmao

I still go every year though . I rolled a joint for last year, with a clear paper,

birthday suit bud ;)

Imma be here one day,

SHOUTOUT SOUTHCRACK,

this dude's been spittin flames -

James 'pacman' Johnson

I deff fucks with this dudes music.

not only is he a close homie , but he's original, dedicated, & a lady's man .

So add him on fb ,

http://www.facebook.com/JamesxToxxicxJohnson

This was a short post , but i gotta go to sumter .

classified reason bitches .

;)

Real bitches fck with me, Fck bitches hate me

August 24th .

Yeaaa , I kno. I havnt blogged in a hot minute.

right now ?

Got some gucci bumpin' , hittin a bong , straight c00lin it .

Bitchhhh , yesterday I was freeeakin' the hell out 'cause I let chloe outside at liiiike 10 am .

I didn't see her for the restttt of the fuckin' day .

At like 8 pm I went to see #oomph at his place , & He ends up coming back home with me.

well , right before we leave his house , he goes inside & brings chloe out .

I was like what the fuckkkk. not funny . <3

turns out , he came by my house earlier when I was pickin up my lil bro,

& chloe was outside & ended up chasing his car . lmao

my little retard.

_______________________________

I slept mayyybe two hours last night .

usually I sleep great when #oomphs here , but I was on adderall .

Still geeked up offa 15mg . like wtf.

Even after the amazing magic makin ;) && gettin ' high AF, i was still wide awake .

So I kno i'll never do coke . lmaoo .

_________________________________

THIS SNAPBACK ^^

i gotta cop it .

<3

(So dont nobody else get tht shit , if yall do, then your a certified

#SwaggJacka . )

_____________________

sooo you kno how im all ab some music ,

well i gotta show some luh to a local artist .

Pierre 'Pmoe' Moore , his mixtape is droppn soon , & imma keep yall on point.

deffinitely check out his facebook , & give 'em a listen , drop a line , show some love .

Add Him ,

http://www.facebook.com/pmoe44

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You know , I've been stressed lately.

Im a lil' better now , fasho .

Im just doin' whatever makes me happy &

If anyone gotta problem with that, you can

'Cause

so you gotta live it up , you gotta love strong

follow your heart , But use your head

fck wht people say , prove 'em wrong

be more carefree , light a lil' green

Be happy,

* shoutout to all my readers, i <3 you guys . (: